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Those who know me probably perceive me as the ever-so cheerful and energetic priorities juggler? Well, today I'm feeling a bit raw, and I decided to sit down and share my thoughts. 

Actually I was listening to Bobby McFerrin: "Here, I'll give you my phone number - when you're worried call me, I′ll make you happy." It made me want to google Bobby McFerrin's phone number ;-)

My day job: On one hand I'm bored, and on the other one there are challenging aspects, which I don't particularly like. In contrast my day job offers a great deal of comfort zone in terms of a short commute and a fair amount of flexibility when it comes to leaving early for my other jobs. 

Hockey Mom: While it requires a lot of time and work, I usually like and embrace it. I'm getting to a point where I am sooo tired though. As of 2025, my son sort of got promoted, meaning double the practice, double the games, double the the video making, double the driving, double the snack making and double the laundry - lately Colin's been carrying part of the load though. Plus the season is almost over. I can do two more weeks and weekends, and after that it'll fade out. I know as soon as it's over I will whine about the "end of season blues" ;-)

My part-time job as a writer for our local quarterly magazine. I got hired like 18 months ago as a writer. You know how I love to write and meet people to interview! About six months ago the person who was in charge of the advertisers, quit. This is my additional job now, and I don't like it. You have to chase after the people who won't keep their deadlines to send their add, and it's annoying. Also there are two people on the team I am not a fan of . 

Our house. While I made great efforts to declutter several parts of our house, others are still a mess, and not only that, so many small handyman jobs need to be done, which I was not born for: replacing light switches, light bulbs, unclogging the drain. I need a person who comes in, sees what needs to be done, can source spare parts and rolls up their sleeves. Where do I find such a person? Hubby is part of a business network, and there are an electrician and a plumber. He may invite them, but guess who will have to make sure she's home and lets them in...? The part-time working Hockey Mom. 

Oh, and the "home cinema": Almost 25 years ago we invested in a (back then) fancy system. It is very unstable. Currently we can't watch hockey, haven't been able for over a week. The guy who's supposed to help is not the most reliable person. 

Winter: It's been cold for the longest time. Spending nights and weekends at the arena (and outdoor rinks, for crying out loud) has not been helping. I'm cold. I want spring, I want cherry blossoms! 

I just spent a few days in Madrid with Colin, and it was nice, but it's over, and I am back in the trenches. I'm working on this series for the April writing challenge, which will require quite some trips, and I'm looking forward to them. The next hockey game will take place in Ticino, Italian part of Switzerland. I expect spring vibes there, too!

Husband: We're more or less OK. He's been overworked and stressed for the longest time though, and his mood could be better as well. He does "help out" occasionally, but I feel he needs a medal every time he takes out the trash, knowwhatImean? Sometimes he'll make an effort. Then again, I feel bad. He works six days a week and deserves a break.

Son: he's gold. I talked a little about what I am telling you know, but in a more lighthearted way. He can't be fooled though, he's sensitive and he's smart. He suggested he could take the train so I don't have to drive him to practice. I wanted to cry in the car! 

Friends: After fixing a date almost two months in advance, we (three high school friends) managed to meet for breakfast this Saturday. It was nice. They are in a similar situation. Oh, did I mention we're not 20 anymore, so we have some health issues here and there? I need more of this quality time with nice folks like them. 

Health: I fixed a lot over the course of a year, so that's good. Weight and blood pressure are down to normal. My hairdresser noticed I have a lot of new baby hair growing, as he called it. "How old do you think they are?" I asked. "Three to four months" he estimated. That's the amount of time ago my lovely new doctor prescribed some meds that help me sleep better. So that was huge! The sleep and the fact that it shows in my hair growth.

As usual, writing down what weighs me down, is helpful. It also made me realize how grateful I am to be working with mostly decent people at my day job. Imagine I had to work with the smartasses and entitled brats of the world on a regular basis? I guess 

I'll take stock of all the items that need repair and present hubby with "the list".

Wish me luck and thank you for listening!